What Happens in the Story
Quick answer A young woman who survived the War travels to Number 46, Marconi Street to find the household her mother had handed to Mrs Dorling for safekeeping, is turned away once, is let in the second time by Mrs Dorling's daughter, sees every object alive in a stranger's daily use, and walks out deciding to forget the address.
The story is told in the first person by a young woman who is never named. All we ever learn of her family name is that she is Mrs S's daughter. Marga Minco was a Dutch writer and the story is translated from the Dutch; the setting is a Dutch town after the Second World War, though the text itself names no country and speaks only of 'the War' and 'the Liberation'.
The first visit. The story begins with no set-up at all. The narrator is already on a doorstep asking, 'Do you still know me?' The door is open only a chink. The woman answers, 'No, I don't know you.' The narrator offers the only identification she has: she is Mrs S's daughter. The woman's face gives no sign of recognition, and she keeps a hand on the door so it cannot open further. The narrator even wonders whether she has rung the wrong bell.
Then she notices something. The woman is wearing her mother's green knitted cardigan, its wooden buttons 'rather pale from washing'. The woman sees her looking and half hides behind the door. That one object settles it. The woman's next words give the whole situation away: 'Have you come back? ... I thought that no one had come back.' The narrator answers, 'Only me.'
A door opens and closes in the passage behind her and a musty smell drifts out. The woman says she regrets she cannot do anything for her and that it is not convenient for her now. She closes the door cautiously, as though no one inside the house should be disturbed. The narrator stays on the step. The curtain in front of the bay window moves, so someone in the house is watching. She reads the name-plate again: Dorling, in black letters on white enamel, and on the jamb, a little higher, the number 46.
Flashback one: how the things left the house. Walking back to the station, so absorbed that she scarcely notices the way, she remembers her mother telling her about Mrs Dorling. It had been in the first half of the War. Home for a few days, the narrator had been struck at once that something about the rooms had changed. Her mother explained: Mrs Dorling was an old acquaintance she had not seen for years, who had suddenly turned up, renewed the contact and begun coming regularly, taking something home with her every time. She took all the table silver in one go, then the antique plates, then the large vases, then the crockery. The mother is emphatic that the idea was Mrs Dorling's own: she suggested it herself, she even insisted, she wanted to save all her nice things, because if the family had to leave they would lose everything. When the narrator asks whether they had agreed that Mrs Dorling should keep everything, her mother is offended, says it would simply be an insult to talk like that, and points to the risk Mrs Dorling runs each time she goes out of their door with a full suitcase or bag; she even worries that the crockery has given the poor woman a crick in her back. The mother looks at her reprovingly and the subject is dropped.
Flashback two: the only earlier sighting. In the train back, the narrator sees again the single time she actually met Mrs Dorling, the morning after that conversation: a woman with a broad back, in a brown coat and a shapeless hat, picking up a suitcase and struggling out of the house with it. Her mother said the address out loud, 'In Marconi Street ... Number 46. Remember that.'
Why she waited. She did remember it, but she did not go for a long time. After the Liberation she was absolutely not interested in the stored things, and was afraid of them, afraid of being confronted with objects that had belonged to a connection that no longer existed. She avoided going further than she had to, not wanting to upset herself with the sight of familiar streets. Then life slowly turned ordinary again: bread was getting to be a lighter colour, there was a bed you could sleep in unthreatened, a room with a view you grew used to glancing at each day. Only then did she become curious enough to want to see the possessions, touch them, remember.
The second visit. This time a girl of about fifteen opens the door and says her mother is out doing an errand, but will be back soon. The narrator says she will wait, and follows her in. In the passage, next to a mirror, hangs the family's old-fashioned iron Hanukkah candle-holder, which they had never used because it was much more cumbersome than a single candlestick. In the living room she stops, appalled. She is, in her own words, in 'a room I knew and did not know'. Her things are there, arranged in a tasteless way among ugly furniture, in a muggy smell, and she scarcely dares to look around her.
She sits down and stares at the woollen table-cloth, rubs it until her fingers grow warm, follows the lines of the pattern, and hunts along the edge for a burn mark that had never been repaired. The girl pours tea from a white pot the narrator remembers exactly, its only decoration a gold border on the lid, then opens a box and takes some spoons out. The narrator says it is a nice box, and hears her own voice as a strange voice. The girl is pleased: her mother says it is antique, and they have lots more; she points, but the narrator has no need to follow her hand. She looks instead at the still life over the tea-table, at the apple on the pewter plate she had always fancied as a child. She finds the burn mark.
The girl chats on. They use it for everything; they once even ate off the plates hanging on the wall, because she had wanted to so much, but it was not anything special. The narrator tells her about the day her mother asked her to help polish the silver, and how until then she had not known that the cutlery they ate off every day was silver. Then she says to the girl, 'I bet you don't know it is either.' The girl walks to the sideboard and wants to open a drawer.
The ending. The narrator jumps up, says she was forgetting the time and must catch her train, and leaves without waiting for Mrs Dorling, telling the girl she can find her own way. As she walks down the passage she hears the jingling of spoons and forks behind her. At the corner of the road she looks up at the name-plate: Marconi Street, it said. She had been at Number 46. The address was correct. But she will not go back, because objects linked in your memory with the familiar life of former times lose their value the moment you see them, severed from that life, in strange surroundings. And there is nowhere to put them: she lives in a small rented room where shreds of black-out paper still hang along the windows and no more than a handful of cutlery fits in the narrow table drawer. She resolves to forget the address, and adds that of all the things she has to forget, that would be the easiest.
- The narrator is never named and identifies herself only as 'Mrs S's daughter'; the address is Number 46, Marconi Street.
- The story opens in the middle of the action, on a doorstep, and explains itself afterwards through two flashbacks.
- Mrs Dorling turns her away on the first visit; on the second visit Mrs Dorling is out on an errand and her fifteen-year-old daughter lets the narrator in.
- Every object survives and is in daily use by strangers: the cardigan, the table-cloth with its burn mark, the white pot, the box of spoons, the wall plates, the still life and the Hanukkah candle-holder.
- She leaves without ever asking for anything back, and decides to forget the address.
